Ashwolf13

I'm telling you girl that everyone is a liar. There aint a single man here who likes to play with their own heart. I want to show you that you really live alone. Liking every day of it, like it was a drug. See these boys and their wandering eyes. They see what they want to see, false perception. Can you feel their gaze licking your skin? Poking you with grins that pierce like a pin. Your heart racing through the endless mistakes. Honestly, do you think you are everything? Life isn't your only thing. Living in lies that's all you have to hope for.

There's something about you. Oh, and it keeps me going. It keeps me breathing. And it keeps my blood flowing. You drive me crazy. But you keep me so strong. Have I fallen so deep? Or is it all so wrong? Is our love so desperate? Is it truly this real? I'd be lost without you. Oh, my heart you did steal. It's so clear to see. This isn't a test. My heart, it is yours. It beats in your chest.

So I still have my off days. When I snap and I cry. Act out in many ways. And I feel I could die. But things have changed. And I have full control. My life is arranged. You filled that empty hole. You woke me from death. You made me alive. With each clear breath. I continue to strive. I'm nothing without you. You made me content. Our love, it is true. We know it was meant.

If my heart spoke with a tiny voice that bounces and echoes off my lungs I would never speak to it, ever for it would hurt to know that my heart was another person with a sea of white scars to drown in like myself. But if I could feel it screaming as it often does I would cradle it close to my face in blood drenched hands to hear it's fragile beating, thumping. I would. I would whisper it's name, yet to be spoken and listen to it recall a life of thrashing about so numb and broken. It would beg from me a taste of wine, a bit of bread to fill the empty hollows in it's aorta. My trembled fingers would stitch a new

Soft vanilla Floating on my lips Dripping off my tongue Falling past my hips A scent in the air Pulling me in Memories lurking A sickly sweet sin Hands on my arms Back to the wall Breath in my mouth So scared that I'll fall Into your arms Numb and waiting Your skin makes me burn And starts my blood boiling My candle burns out Alone in the night Breathing so fast And now nothing is right Just this recollection To get me by You've left for the week And I don't know why Is this love or regret I feel in my chest? The beginning of us Or the end of the rest?

I thought you could read my mind That's why I shut all my feelings inside of me I thought you could see the anguish and suffering Twisting and boiling inside my jealous heart I thought you could sense my loneliness Feel every time my heart was ripped apart I thought you could tell I felt like dirt Whenever you left me behind I guess that's partially my fault I thought I was better than the other soil Striving to change myself to become more like the plant While keeping pain and disappointment locked up in a safe I can't expect you to read my mind So now I'll open that chest and give you my heart song Can you hear me?

It's a simple lie, to say I think beauty is all internal. Outer features render what is attractive in many ways. However, no matter what, you are beautiful. How do I know? Because the ugliest part of yourself is sexy. Someone in the world thinks you're gorgeous. Something about you makes people jealous. Prove it? Okay. I have pimples and scars all over my face. I have some extra fat here and there. My boobs are really a waste of space. Yet, people have told me I'm beautiful, And they meant it. I hate it. American society looks down on what I see as flaws. Yet, I know someone who says the scars are signs of battles I've won, A

We Are At It In Vein We Are Loving The Pain There's Nothing But This In Our Brain I Wanna Come Into You I'm Ready To Aim Sex In The Rain Never Felt The Same I Wanna Get into You You I Know Just Want Take Your Breath Away Escape The Hostage From The Slaves We'll Be At The End Of Your Grave Because I'm Not Sure If We'll Make It Alive Tonight Grasping Onto My Skin Writing Love With Sins Holding On To Win Here Comes The Grim You've Become a Demon To Get Even You Want To Take Me To Hell I Already Fell You Spread Inside Of Me I'm Fighting Back Violently I Slam You Against The Wall You Don't Stop Me At All I Tasted Your Bl